Disciple, the scriptures probably aren’t as crystal clear as you’d like on the reason(s) you’re suffering or going through trials at the moment. They distinctly lack detail on the answers to the questions about your particular circumstance in this particular place.
What they are emphatically clear on though is how to respond to them:
Not the answer we want, but the direction we need.
Disciple, He will be found faithful in your life.