On occasion in this walk of discipleship…
You’ll feel crushed.
The status quo will appear firmly entrenched and immovable. The Kingdom you’ve spoken so much about will seem inconsequential.
You’ll be nursing a strong sense of having failed; weeping bitterly over your betrayal of the Lord.
Jesus will seem dead and buried, just another holy man or religious martyr like the others.
Heaven will be stony silent.
There’ll be times in your walk like this disciple.